please slow this ride

it moves too fast, i've lost control, in the past.
no more half black, half white, no more half wrong, half right, now i'm searching for a better way..


these past few weeks have been so busy busy busy. i haven't slept in my own bed for over a week now and still wont for a few more days. tonight i have done my best to make things right.. to try and mend the things i've messed up the last few weeks.. tomorrow i will run away to the beach for a few days. i'm hoping to come back with a much better perspective on things.. a break is what i've been wishing for, for so long. deep breaths. sand in between my toes. sea breeze. ice blocks. dramas aside. bible in hand. chin up.

all i know

is that your the nicest thing i've ever seen...

recent happenings..

playing at the lake

isaiah back for a week.

glen and dave, culprits of most late night craziness. oh what enough panckes for 10 people, oh but theres just the 3 of us? mmm..

i'd swim the ocean for you, woah kelthiii!

j and a's wedding.

dance party extreme.
ek.
photo boothing with rosie.

smiles and sunshine

those i haven't seen you for so long, im so glad i know you hugs. those im always here for you no matter what hugs. hugs under the stars. hugs where you dont want to let go. laughing until you cry. laughing until you cant breathe. laughing until some form of food/beverage comes out of your nose. laughing until you fall off your bed or chair. laughing until your belly hurts so bad and your face aches. dance in the rain. running until you fall over. lying in the grass(until the hayfever kicks in). singing at the top of your lungs into a diet coke bottle. dancing until the small hours of the morning. holding hands, always. wooden bangles. christmas lights twinkling. peppermint candycanes. strawberry gum that never runs out. songs that everyone knows and gets up to dance to. the lights at dave and glens flat. rosies deck. starbuck dates. opshop every seond day atleast. hope. holidays. raglan at night. raglan in the day. sand in my bed. toering. new shoes. green tea. making cookies. printing new photos. conversation that never runs dry. breakfast with laura. list making. facebook status updates. swimming in cutoffs. acid washing said cutoffs. mt eden. trim chai from circus circus. roast veges. advent calendar. countdowns. clifford. greeting each other with a kiss on the cheek. candles. incense. church for hours. worship. serving. christmas cards. im thinking of you txts. i think you'll find this funny txts. love love love.

tag.

the one word challenge tag, from the sweetest blog ever, http://theteadrinkingenglishrose.blogspot.com/ reading her blog always makes me smile and sigh lots, in a good way.


Where is your mobile phone? pocket.
Where is your significant other? somewhere..
Your hair colour? brown.
Your mother? wise.
Your father? strong.
Your favourite thing? jesus.
Your dream last night? none.
Your dream goal? love.
The room you're in? bedroom.
Your hobby? people.
Your fear? lonliness
Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy.
Where were you last night? park
What you're not? sad
One of your wish-list items? laptop
Where you grew up? hamilton
The last thing you did? vacuumed.
What are you wearing? cut-offs.
Your TV? off.
Your pets? non-existant.
Your computer? slooow :(
Your mood? hopeful.
Missing someone? always.
Your car? sugar.
Something you're not wearing? shoes.
Favourite shop? salvos.
Your summer? starting.
Love someone? lots.
Your favourite colour? sky.
When is the last time you laughed? today.
When is the last time you cried? yesterday.

tomorrow i will..

go op shopping.
drink starbucks(get my card stamped).
see kelsi(hopefully).
go to the warehouse.
go to poppies bookstore.
buy more green tea.
get up early for the gym.
decide what to wear to amandas wedding and write in her card.
make yo-yo's(at work).
.. hopefully enjoy some sunshine.

2 more sleeps til i see isaiah.

listening to: Pearl and the Puppets

mixtape monday.

it sure is a mix. goodnight x

no more half black, half white

no more half wrong, half right, im searching for a better way.



Listening to: M.D

curly girl design

make the prettiest cards and things!
you can find them at www.curlygirldesign.com
i bought a few cards by them today from poppies, my fave is one on the website that says "with hearts... the best thing you can do is invite someone in, make them some tea, and secretly hope they dont break anything" cute!

baby if your still awake..

call me when you get this.

corinne bailey rae and nights with laura and wii are good.

nooma.

wish you well

Today, Emily May Elizabeth Davis got on a plane and went back to australia.
it's such a weird thought that on friday night when i'm doing whatever i'm doing, she wont be there. and on sunday after church when we go to metropolis, she still wont be there. it's been such a crazy year for friends moving.. i love you emmi..


picnic at the gardens in january, wine glasses and everything ahaha.

on our way into parachute





the day we nearly walked from her house to church coz it only takes 15 minutes aye em? hahaha (i'll have you know that it'd probably take close to 2 hours).

one of the times we baked cupcakes!

bonfire in raglan!

at metrops one summers night.

eating some sweet wendys in tga after watching the ember days play!


some form of show.





on the plane to sydney!!

outside the airport with no doze, 3am mind you.


in circus circus, mt eden. the last weekend we played.


moustache party!

at israels 18th

you will be missed..

mixtape monday

one of my favourite blogs to read daydream lily put out the invitation to join her in mixtape mondays, sounds like fun to me.

the girl- city and colour
let go- frou frou
falling slowly- glen hansard and marketa irglova from the movie 'Once'.

i think i'd miss you, even if i hadn't met you.

this is an emergency

there are tears from the saints, for the lost and unsaved, we're crying for them come back home, come back home. and all your children will stretch out their hands, and pick up the crippled man, father we will lead them home, father we will lead them home.

-leeland.

it breaks my heart,

just to know you in part, and not to be with you, where you are.

-shane and shane.

who knows.

today i bought some beautiful things (including a teacup for 20cents and a gift for a friend)
saw some beautiful sights.
and hugged and laughed with some beautiful people.
it was a good day.

sometimes things dont go the way you planned, i'm really bad at dealing with these times, but its always another opportunity gained if you want it to be.

i cant keep up with you

come back.
ahh crap.

highlights of today:
txting jess.
talking to isaiah on msn.
drinking green tea.
about to go to bed.

hope for tomorrow...


(and maybe my eye wont hurt anymore)

or we could just have conversation.

i miss you and its only been a few days.
please dont be mad.
just sayin'

why do you let me stay here, all by myself.

being home alone for so long has gotten to me, i dont know how people can do this, it's been a week and a day and people have been here 3/8 nights, but i feel so lonely and scared. im such a child haha.
i haven't updated in so long, sorry this isn't exciting and full of updates and wonderful photos, i've been so busy..

you really got a hold on me

hello hello blog world!
life has been super busy the last week and it doesn't stop! i think its coz summers comin' or something..
so, updates..
oscars!
friday 17th october, on the waipa delta, such a fun night. it was so sweet havin' it on the waipa delta before it moves to auckland (again, what the heck!??).
the top deck was the dance floor and we had blair the DJ busting out some sweet beats which i break and entered to (the best dance move ever, we had a big group of us doing it, fun plus)
and the bottom deck we had the awards and photos in.. so pretty, a few shots of the night..





on saturday we played at my house, i made oreo treats, they were wonderful..
on sunday emily and i made cupcakes, kathleens recipe reading skills were so important for this.. heh heh heh. then we went to church and then played at metropolis.

this week i was really sick on monday and tuesday, but went and played with kelsis puppies on tuesday night along with leong.. they are so cute!





Listening to:Volume 1- She and Him