you could be happy.

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you,
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world




Taking the back roads listening to Snow Patrol. Watching the sunset from my room. Drinking homemade lemon, honey and ginger drinks. Tears of release. Being overwhelmed by the beautiful people in my life. Pancakes not for breakfast. Forts made outta sheets. Plugging in those fairy lights. Date scones. Finding the dream shoes. The promises I cling to each day. Hope for tomorrow. my Father.