j.m

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....



When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....



Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my , roses in my hands?

Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....



When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

heavy and light

my heart is heavy and light, so many amazing things in my life, but also things going on around me that break my heart.


coldplay are so good..

What if I got it wrong?
And no poem or song..
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right


oh my friends do bless me so much. they do.

just a minute.. in july

heck! already? july!?

Reading... wild at heart and captivating. two in one thingo, its sweet.

Watching... mmm, 'dan in real life' last night, was really good!

Loving... the beauty of winter mornings but wishing it didn't result in my car beig covered in frost!

Cooking... a 14 layer cake on saturday if all goes to plan!

Wanting... always sleep. and also a diana camera, and my lomo action sampler to work. also these really cute floral tights and sunglasses i saw. i'd say acid wash tights but i plan to make my own this week. oh i said it anyway. also, i'd like my dad to be well, you know how dads are meant to be strong and basically invincible? my dads abit ill, can't get out of bed, i mostly hope he's ok.


oh goodness, you hold the ones to my heart.