please slow this ride

it moves too fast, i've lost control, in the past.
no more half black, half white, no more half wrong, half right, now i'm searching for a better way..


these past few weeks have been so busy busy busy. i haven't slept in my own bed for over a week now and still wont for a few more days. tonight i have done my best to make things right.. to try and mend the things i've messed up the last few weeks.. tomorrow i will run away to the beach for a few days. i'm hoping to come back with a much better perspective on things.. a break is what i've been wishing for, for so long. deep breaths. sand in between my toes. sea breeze. ice blocks. dramas aside. bible in hand. chin up.

all i know

is that your the nicest thing i've ever seen...

recent happenings..

playing at the lake

isaiah back for a week.

glen and dave, culprits of most late night craziness. oh what enough panckes for 10 people, oh but theres just the 3 of us? mmm..

i'd swim the ocean for you, woah kelthiii!

j and a's wedding.

dance party extreme.
ek.
photo boothing with rosie.

smiles and sunshine

those i haven't seen you for so long, im so glad i know you hugs. those im always here for you no matter what hugs. hugs under the stars. hugs where you dont want to let go. laughing until you cry. laughing until you cant breathe. laughing until some form of food/beverage comes out of your nose. laughing until you fall off your bed or chair. laughing until your belly hurts so bad and your face aches. dance in the rain. running until you fall over. lying in the grass(until the hayfever kicks in). singing at the top of your lungs into a diet coke bottle. dancing until the small hours of the morning. holding hands, always. wooden bangles. christmas lights twinkling. peppermint candycanes. strawberry gum that never runs out. songs that everyone knows and gets up to dance to. the lights at dave and glens flat. rosies deck. starbuck dates. opshop every seond day atleast. hope. holidays. raglan at night. raglan in the day. sand in my bed. toering. new shoes. green tea. making cookies. printing new photos. conversation that never runs dry. breakfast with laura. list making. facebook status updates. swimming in cutoffs. acid washing said cutoffs. mt eden. trim chai from circus circus. roast veges. advent calendar. countdowns. clifford. greeting each other with a kiss on the cheek. candles. incense. church for hours. worship. serving. christmas cards. im thinking of you txts. i think you'll find this funny txts. love love love.

tag.

the one word challenge tag, from the sweetest blog ever, http://theteadrinkingenglishrose.blogspot.com/ reading her blog always makes me smile and sigh lots, in a good way.


Where is your mobile phone? pocket.
Where is your significant other? somewhere..
Your hair colour? brown.
Your mother? wise.
Your father? strong.
Your favourite thing? jesus.
Your dream last night? none.
Your dream goal? love.
The room you're in? bedroom.
Your hobby? people.
Your fear? lonliness
Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy.
Where were you last night? park
What you're not? sad
One of your wish-list items? laptop
Where you grew up? hamilton
The last thing you did? vacuumed.
What are you wearing? cut-offs.
Your TV? off.
Your pets? non-existant.
Your computer? slooow :(
Your mood? hopeful.
Missing someone? always.
Your car? sugar.
Something you're not wearing? shoes.
Favourite shop? salvos.
Your summer? starting.
Love someone? lots.
Your favourite colour? sky.
When is the last time you laughed? today.
When is the last time you cried? yesterday.