please slow this ride

it moves too fast, i've lost control, in the past.
no more half black, half white, no more half wrong, half right, now i'm searching for a better way..


these past few weeks have been so busy busy busy. i haven't slept in my own bed for over a week now and still wont for a few more days. tonight i have done my best to make things right.. to try and mend the things i've messed up the last few weeks.. tomorrow i will run away to the beach for a few days. i'm hoping to come back with a much better perspective on things.. a break is what i've been wishing for, for so long. deep breaths. sand in between my toes. sea breeze. ice blocks. dramas aside. bible in hand. chin up.